I'm 44 years old.
Professionally, I'm a writer. I've written some books and short stories under other pen names, and I've done a lot of ghost writing too. I currently do editing, research, and writing for various publications and websites.
I've been a nudist since I was 12. At that age I met Teresa, who was also 12 and who shared 6th grade class with me. Her mother was a nudist, and through the two of them I was exposed to nudism. It was after I spent a few weeks with them at a nudist resort that I discovered I loved to be nude as often as possible.
I'm also an exhibitionist. That came about in my mid-30s and continues today, except today Carla plays a big role in how I exhibit myself. I find it practically a form of art in finding creative ways to expose myself in accidental ways. We like to script a situation whereby something happens with my clothing and my body is exposed beyond my control or my knowledge. It's exciting and fun.
Why I Started This Blog
I met Carla a year ago.
Carla is my master.
I actually started this blog a few years ago at the advice of a psychologist. I had sought help to sort out the frustrations of being lonely. She did not actually advise me to start a blog, but a diary to help me understand my loneliness. I decided to make it a blog.
When I met Carla, I started writing about her. It wasn't too long until this blog lost its focus. I deleted all the posts, and started over about my relationship with her. Then Carla had the idea that I write about my observations and opinions of being her slave. It was similar to what my psychologist had suggested, that it would help me understand being a slave.
So once again, I deleted all the posts and started over, focusing on just that.
Growing Up
I wanted to mention the subject of my childhood because it's something I continue to think about a lot. The years I spent with Teresa had such a profound impact on me; it made me who I am today. I'm a nudist, an exhibitionist, and a slave.
My Blog Serial
You can also follow my other blog, "Full Time Lara", which is a serial I'm writing based on my life. It's my own idea, and a creative outlet for me. It's actually fiction, but the main character of the story is me, taking an adventure across the United States totally nude, with no money, no car, and no possessions.
As I trek across America and get into situations, I draw upon my childhood to find parallels and thereby learn about myself.
